While reading Leading with Integrity by Alan Kolp and Peter Rea, several
ideas stood out to me. “Character is more than behavior; character is one’s way
of both being and doing in the world… Character entertains not only the
question “What do I do?” but also the equally important question “Who am I?”
(Kolp & Rea, 2009, pg. 19). These are not only questions of character and
therefore leadership being explore, but the same questions of mystical traditions
as well. Kolp and Rea site Aristotle, Plato and Socrates as providing us with
these notions of identity and character (2009, pg 19), but Buddha and Jesus, as
well as other spiritual traditions ask these same questions as ways of guiding
the seeker into a more meaningful life.

           
“Who am I?” is a question that invokes a deeper search for meaning, but also
serves to help define character. In the search, we often must confront that
what life looks like does not, in fact, represent what we truly want or would
make us happy. “What do I do?” is often the second question asked once there is
recognition that the choices we have provide no easy answers. Kolp and Rea
(2009) quote Nannerl O. Keohane when they talk about leadership showing up
through “three types of behavior… as problem-solving, as making things happen
and as taking a stand” (pg. 26-27). It is the courage to take a stand that
tests character the most, however, and leads us into a deeper understanding of
who we are. Many are able to solve a problem – even children do this on a daily
basis. Making something happen takes more skill and influence, but even a bad
salesman can make something happen without necessarily being a leader. Taking a
stand however goes against our primal instincts to remain safe within the
group. Taking a stand forces us to take a hard look at what we believe about
what is right and wrong, about what we’re willing to risk and why. Taking a
stand is a defining action that shouts to the world who we really are.
Instinctively, we all know this, which I believe, is why so few rise to the
level of true leadership out of the masses who approach it. Self-discovery is a
challenging process that we all embark on, but few are willing to fully embrace
as a way of life. To truly take a stand means choosing change, and choosing
risk. It is not for the faint of heart.

           
Do leaders need to know themselves before taking a stand? Or does that
situation become part of the learning process? I believe both. Self-awareness
must become a way of life, not just part of the after-math of a challenging
situation.